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How do I begin this is a hard story to tell but my Dr. Says its best way to talk about it to come to terms so that I can get on with life . And believe it or not I don’t remember much detail because to me I thought my life was pretty normal. My earliest memories were abuse and been taken away to live with my aunt to me she was very pretty and the nicest person I had ever met. I remember moving very quickly from place to place for about a month. When we finally settled in a small town in Florida I was couched and coached about my name. And about my sex I was not a boy I was a girl this went on for quite some time. And yes I do remember thinking something was very wrong and I did not like it but I was seven years old and for seven years I was basically abused to be very submissive. I know this sounds very odd but in many ways I did not care because my aunt was my hero I was not scared anymore about coming home and I didn’t put the covers over my head hoping I could not be seen. Make a long story short at 17 someone found out that I was not a girl and I was taken away from my aunt and made to dress as a boy. But at that time and now I don’t want to be a male my true desire then and now is to be female. I will tell more about my life when I’m comfortable. Because the abuse never truly stopped but to me I did not consider it abuse you have to understand that I loved my aunt and for those years she had me she never went out on dates and she never had a man over to the house it was just her and I. So please don’t think bad about my aunt she stopped her life to help me with mine.